| this weekend is not gonna be any fun!! cuz.. midterm on 3/22.. needa study over the weekend. NS10 booo:(
english: hella things to work on
due tuesday:
Fadiman paper final draft-- grade
research paper solid draft with interview
revise on Du Bois and Langston Hughes paper
NS10: plan out the presentation.
proposal dues wed
midtern wed
IDS130: quiz on thursday
man why everythign has to be done before spring break? i am going crazy soon!!!!ahfkjshgsdgni
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| yeah.. so happy:) today my 3 hours english class was canceled!!
yipyip.. although i worked kinda hard to revise the draft.. its still
not ready.. and plus.. 3 hours sitting in that classroom its just plain
boring. hehe.. so happy
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| omg.... i hate English!! English is the hardest thing in the whole
world. OK.. today we had this in class discussion about Du Bois' essay
and Langston Hughes' poem on double-consciousness and what does it mean
to be an African American. Even after the discussion i still don't have
a clear meaning of what is double consciousness...i feel stupid :( At
first i thought i understand.. but as more and more question pop up
while digesting and analyzing the 2 writing i got more and more
confused. so is double-consciousness a stereotype? I am going crazy
about this being an African American and having this double
consciousness thing.. How can i write an essay about is i don't even
understand it? aiyay..
" double consciousness, this sense of always looking at one's self
through the eyes of others, of measuring one's soul by the tape of a
world that looks on in amused contempt and pity" (132)
amused, contempt and pity just contradict themselves.. it doesn't make
sense!! and also how can you " be a stranger in your own house?"..
mocking distrust... this thing is driving me insane!!
God please help me.. i just need to get this thing off my mind !!! College is too much thinking.. [sigh]
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| haircut today done by myself! the bangs turned out not what i
expected.. it look like..mushroom looking bangs..it was a disaster [
need to hide in the corner of the room and start cryin ].
(now i have to clip/pin it up.. cuz there is no other way to resolve the horible wrong doing, what was i thinking?)
learned my lesson, never cut my hair myself.. and that is y solon are there for... so we dont mess up ourself.
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